Today my cousin on my fathers side found me. And I've spoken to my father for the 1st time since before my mother passed. All this time I had a feeling we were getting closer to speaking to one another and it happened today. W/ knowing how fucked up members on my moms side is I don't think I can forgive them for putting me through what they put me through. It's not that I hate them I just won't forget the fact that they've done what they did...It's a bittersweet moment for me right now...
When I spoke to him he told me how much he loves me & how bad he wants to see me. I was so excited I kinda yelled while talking to him like that kid who's inside me bussed out and could not keep telling him how much I love him. I'm gonna be taking the trip up NY to see him soon.
Keep you updated!
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fathers are special yo trust me. My dad jus came home memorial day weekend
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